Four in the morning
22 July 2023 · Preston, Victoria
Two months in. I am walking the hall with her at four because the hall is the only place she settles, and I have started to know the floorboards by sound. The third one from the kitchen is the loud one. I step over it the way you step over a sleeping dog. Nobody tells you how much of this is just walking. I am not tired in the way I was tired before; I am tired in a way that has her in it, which is different and I think better.